Guest Post - Being a BDSM slave with Attention Deficit Disorder (ADHD)

I have discovered only recently I have Attention Deficit Disorder. That was a turning point to understand my nature as a slave, and maybe many other slaves out there. Furthermore, it was a turning point to understand some stupid decisions I have made in my life when I was not being guided. You may ask: But what does it really mean? How can you be a proper dedicated slave with an attention disorder?
Having an Attention Disorder does not mean I am completely unaware of things and clumsy, it does not mean I cannot learn and remember what I need to.
Quite the opposite: I am “Hyper focused” on things that really turns me on, such as pleasing an Alpha Man, learning languages and gardening, at the same time I “forget” to focus on other subjects, not really realizing I am not focusing on important subjects. That is why, with proper guidance and a good Master/Owner, I can be as dedicated as I need to be to whatever my Master wants me to do.
For example, I can say I wouldn’t have a Master in Science degree if I was alone and not guided during the period I was studying.

Some things needs to be guided differently, of course, but not as different as a D/s already is even if I haven't this disorder:

• Rules and routines must be followed and remembered / recited;
• Positive follow ups when things are done properly to encourage keeping that way;
• Master keep track of what the slave is doing and if it’s being done as it should be;
• Active communication of what is been ordered. I need, politely, to be able to ask my Master if I am on the right path;
• Master consider the disorder giving “more chances” to something be done correctly before a punishment.

Sometimes a “punishment” is only an entertainment for Master and that is also important for the slave to accept from day 1. Basically, I was born with an attention disorder that makes my life better when I accept to be owned and follow orders.

I was born to serve.
Pup Argos.
And his Master: Darkest_of_Hearts

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