Why I am happy that my Master enjoys my obedience.

I consider myself as a natural slave who wants to please a Master by following his orders to the point. I was quite surprised when I found out that not every Master wanted that.

Some Masters like their slaves disobedient and it took me some time to know why they preferred their slaves like that. I think there are two reasons why some Masters and slaves prefer some kind of disobedience over obediences.

I think reason number one is: Showing or feeling power.

Do slaves have "equal rights"?

I recently chatted with a slave and he nailed it about the topic of - lets call it - "slave-rights". I had the same view about it but I never could phrase it in words. The slave used the term "equal rights but unequal function/purposes".

So yes I am dominating slaves, hitting them with my riding crop, using their slavebody for my pleasure and train them to serve me properly. As I mentioned in my previous blogentries slaves are hierachically below me and have to obey my orders BUT slaves also have "equal rights". For me these "equal rights" refer to respecting the slaves as human beings!

The "joy" of a ruined orgasm

I have to stay chaste all the time. I can "earn" my orgasms, but only my Master can give them to me and only he decides when I receive them even after I have earned one orgasm. In the last years my Master made it harder for me to earn an orgasm and so I have to stay chaste longer and longer. And more often I am receiving a ruined orgasm instead of a full orgasm. 

Serving a Master online

I receive here and there requests from slaves if they can serve me online or if I do online domination. I personaly prefer to dominate slaves in real life. The real interaction - where you build up a Master-slaves bond - gives me the joy which fulfills my inner need to dominate and use slaves. Nevertheless I am a natural Master and therefore I am also dominant online and I expect respect from slaves when they are writing with me in the online world but I don't do "online domination" in form of "online sessions". Yes I give here and there orders to slaves but not in a "online session" way.