I will dig a little deeper into that. First of all I totally see it like my Master. Being a submissive slave to my Master defines me. I can not "unsubmissive" me at all and I don't want to. Of course there are times where our BDSM life is more intense and times where it is not that intense. For example when we are with family and friends or traveling and where I can't serve the same way at home like I am used to. But I am still always his slave and I am still always serving my Master. And that is not affected by any of my conditions. Let's say something bad happened and my mind is totally somewhere else, I can talk totally openly to my Master about it and he will listen to me, but at the same time I still might be naked kneeling in front of him. There is no contradiction to us in that. Or let's say I had a very hard day and I come home. Master has very easy ways to make my evening even harder than my day. But that is exactly what is good for me because I am natural born submissive.
Of course being a slave is not affected by being sick. Master is always taking care of me and treats me well and so he adjusts rules if necessary to make me better. If I am really sick and would get a fever for example he would make me tea and let me sleep in bed. But of course the minute I felt better I would have to leave the bed and drink the tea again out of my dog bowl.
To sum it up: I am always his slave, but sometimes rules are being adjust to the situation if necessary.
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