Fucking as a slave

A slave friend has recently asked me if I would get as an alphaslave the power to fuck another slave. This question totally got me out of the blue because I never think about fucking. That is why I decided to reflect a little bit about it. 

First of all my attitude towards fucking is deeply personal. I am well aware that not many people share my attitude towards fucking and so I have to say I do not speak for all submissives or slaves when I talk about fucking. I can make it quite simple. I don't enjoy fucking and I never have. I mean nowadays it is just a theoretical question, because my sexuality belongs to my Master and I am not allowed to climax in any way. But still even if I would be allowed to fuck it would not cross my mind. I am not 100% sure why that is that way.

I think I am so deeply submissive that the thought of me penetrating another man for my pleasure feels deeply wrong. When I was younger and I still had sex I never searched for a man to fuck, and as you know I never searched for a man to fuck me... more a man I could serve. Of course I have sometimes tried to fuck because of different reasons. I had dates where I wanted to try it. It was quite ok, but I never could climax during I was fucking another guy. The weirdest experiences where when a "Dom" would order me to fuck him. In a few cases a so called dominant man with whom I had a date ordered me to fuck him. I did it, I never enjoyed it and it felt so wrong in all the cases. I did not feel good at all, and every time that happened I had to stop the contact with this "Dom". 

Since I know my Master fucking is completly off the table and I have never missed it. Master once ordered me to fuck another slave that was visiting for his amumesment, but I immediatly lost my boner, because it felt wrong. Fucking an object like a fleshlight is different. I remember one time when Master had a friend over and they both tied my hands behind the back and ordered me to fuck the fleshlight till I would climax while they were using the crop on my ass. I came quite quickly.

Master still nowadays likes to make me fuck the fleshlight. But now it is part of my training and also of torturing me because I am not allowed to climax and I really have to try very hard while I fuck the fleshlight. So if Master would invite you over to our place you would be safe from me fucking you... but there is still the Mastercock and quite a few dildos to be used on you!

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