I am happy to reflect on that a little more! First of all before I met Master I usually masturbated once a day. When I was bored or stressed probably twice. It was a habit like for many guys my age and I didn't pay actually that much attention to it.
But it was important for me at that time to find out more about my interest and kinks. By reading stories watching porn and masturbating I found a little bit out more about what turned me on: And that was serving as a slave. So masturbating was part of my life and helped me to explore my fantasies. But when I was meeting Men I always hated it to cum. I had some vanilla and more BDSM dates. Early on I always wanted to focus on the plesaure of the other Man and not onto my own. And I was always kind of disappointed when they wanted me to cum too. I was actually very happy when I found Men that accepted it when I did not came during our dates, and some even enjoyed that too.
It all changed and got more intensive when I met Master. When we started having sessions Master made it clear that I needed to be chaste some days before and after meeting Him. Which was totally fine for me. What I really loved about this Sir, He did not have any intention on letting me come during the sessions, which impressed me a lot. Master then started to limit my orgasms to once a day. So no more jerking off twice a day. Than he sometimes texted me and told me to stay chaste one or two days. So over time Master started to control my orgasms more and more and making them rare. The first big change came when we moved together. From there on I had to "work" for orgasms and be a good slave to earn the right to come. And Master made it clear that I would be only allowed to come by His hand and not mine anymore. So even when I was allowed to come I was no longer allowed to touch myself. A big step! But the reward I received from the hand of my Master was even better than my own orgasms. Sir is great in edging slaves! For the following years Master used my orgasms as a tool to train me and as a rewarding tool. They got rarer and rare. Furthermore Master started to make them less pleasurable so I wouldn't enjoy them anymore and would not crave for them anymore. I started to feel pleasure through other things more. Sucking Master, licking His feet, worhsipping His boots started to feel better than my own orgasms.
This was a process that took over years. Having Master playing with my nipples is far hotter than any orgasm I ever had! Suddenly the day came where it was clear I would never come again. It did not feel right any more. Orgasms should be only for free men and Masters. I should receive pleasure from serving them. And I love it. I actually thank Master several times a week for keeping me chaste. I am happier and more content this way. And I love it when Sir or His guest Masters cum and I am denied. This is such a beautiful sign of hierarchy! For health reasons I am still receiving ruind orgasms from time to time, but there is no pleasure in them and in fact Master makes them painful. So here we are now. But please always remember this whole process from jerking off twice a day to being denied permanently probably took a decade. So it takes time and commitment.
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Indeed it is a process that takes time. I could not believe a year ago that I could live without masturbation and accept a not so pleasant monthly draining of my balls instead.
How often should a slave cum for heath reasons?
Good question. From what I know, not cumming for too long can create prostate complications. People that don’t cum, or maybe lock in chastity long-term should have periodical release (perhaps twice a week) - whether through cumming or leaking. Masters and key holders are not opposed to leaking - meaning you stimulate your prostate directly by fucking your hole (can use dildo) or maybe a vibrator on your cage, so it will release fluids from your prostate without really giving you an orgasm (though there’s pleasure in it).
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